I’ve always wanted a kitchen window where I could look out and see the world in a beautiful way. And I find myself today standing in front of my kitchen window overlooking a blanket of snow. The snow is gently falling. There is a ravine below me where I watched a Coyote yesterday roving about. There are tall pine trees reaching up to the sky across the ravine and across the meadow I can see the tree line of the river where I walk.
Today there is a huge bald headed eagle perched in the pine tree as if looking right at me. I have just written a song called “Finally Free” and it is as if the Eagle is bringing me a message from the spirit world. It is a message of freedom that comes from the higher perspective the Eagle teaches about.
The higher perspective brings us the knowledge of our own part in the creation and as we peer deeper into the truth, even when it is extremely uncomfortable to do so…we find the freedom we have been seeking all along. it isn’t “out there.” It isn’t in the way the world has reflected us, up until now. It is in understanding this reflection and our power to create it differently.
The words that pour out of me in song sing…
“I know I am way too blind to see, where this roads taking me, and if I can learn to trust I’ll find that I am finally free.”
I realize we are afraid to let go because we don’t know where we are going. We don’t know what is up ahead and it terrifies us. We want to hold on to something in our life that has outgrown its form even though we know, deep in our heart, that it is no longer right for us. I sing….
I’ll hold your hand till the fork in the road, although I don’t want to, I have to let go and follow the calling deep in my soul, the way that the spirit knows.
We all seem to know the power of living in the moment, yet it is difficult to “be here now” when all of our energy circuits keep going back to what we perceive as “safe and familiar.” Sometimes I feel like I’m a child being asked to give up my blankie. I sing….
Live in the moment, never look back, keep my eyes on the road and my heart in my pack, count the blessings instead of my lack and share all the love in me…
We know deep down that the love we seek has been with us all along. It is within us and all around us. It doesn’t close the door on us. We close the door on it. So in this transition, we open the door to our own heart and walk right through.
I love you! Merry Christmas!
Kaleah