The Path Back To Self

Tuesday February 21st, 4pm PST:

Since I began Pandora’s Box it has been my intention to interview guests much less frequently and talk about many of my own ideas, but I have wanted to leave it open to interview a guest when I felt drawn to someones work. When I received the information about The Genesis Code I felt I wanted to interview these people even before I received the book. I had an opportunity to speak with both Abraham and Julie today on the phone and I am really looking forward to our interview. They are both great people with some really powerful insights. And it was their spiritual journey’s converging that brought about the book The Genesis Code which we will be talking about during the interview. It promises to be an enlightening conversation so please join us.

The Genesis Code: God Has Spoken, is an untraveled path that leads to God’s giving of the Luchot Haedot—the “first” mystical tablets brought down Mt. Sinai prior to the giving of The Ten Commandments. See creation through the eyes of Moses, learn what these tablets truly were, and know their unparalleled message that is the “Bible’s deepest secret.” At the depths of God’s written word, a cod ed language was embedded in the Bible over 3000 years ago. Deep within the Five Books of Moses, God’s message would lay dorm ant for thousands of years…waiting for a future man to absorb its truth. The Genesis Code: God Has Spoken sheds new light on the metaphysical world, reveals how our three-dimensional reality rose out of the “nothingness that is everything,” and delves into aspects of the Godliness our world has never known. Full of new concepts and revelations, you will never look at life and creation the same again. The “next level” has just entered your awareness.

Abraham and Julie, through their diverse backgrounds, lifestyles, and experiences bring forth extraordinary revelations of enlightenment for today’s consciously evolved male and female. With passion and intelligence, the reader is taken into the rabbit hole of advanced conceptions where a new and extraordinary perspective of God, man, nature, life, death, love, and reality emerges out of the shadows and into the light of human awareness.

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Tuesday February 14th, 4pm PST: Anah Maa, Out of Darkness of Ritual Abuse

Join Anah Maa, former co-host of “Dispelling the Myths,” and I as we discuss Anah’s new book release The Light at the end of the Tunnel. The Light at the End of the Tunnel is an inspiring true story about how Kelly Lynn (now, Anah Maa) overcame all odds and found healing and joy. Kelly was born into a sadistic satanic cult. For the first 12 years of her life, Kelly was sexually, physically, mentally and spiritually tortured, she was raped, sold into child prostitution and used in their sick and twisted child pornography ring. In the cult she witnessed the night time rituals of bloody sacrifices, violent deaths, the torturing of innocent children and animals. http://www.ajourneyoflight.com/

If you have a question or comments I invite you to call in during the last part of the live show. (347) 826-9626.

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With my new show Pandora’s Box, instead of thinking up titles for my shows ahead of time I am allowing them to surface each week prior to the show. This week I didn’t feel anything coming to me until sitting at my dining room table early Friday afternoon after taking a walk to the river. It was one of those beautiful blue sky winter days with the sun glistening off the snow covered fields. I wasn’t trying to think of anything. In fact quite the opposite! I was doing my best not to think about anything and just allow myself to be in the present moment. I wanted to take advantage of the beauty around me. I knew if I were to rise way above myself and look down at my life, it would seem quite beautiful. But I needed to get that from the inside. I needed to see I was birthing a beautiful new life from raw materials.

As I was sitting at my dining room table I was reminded of a phrase Adyashanti said “allow everything to be exactly as it is.” Ahhh! Yes it was in the wishing that things were different that we failed to see the beauty in what is. The beauty could be in the simple things. For me I had a comfortable home, just right for me. I had a beautiful path to the river that takes me through fields and trees and ponds. I have a kitchen filled with fresh fruits and vegetables right in the middle of winter. The sun was shining in my window warming my heart. The birds were singing to me. I made enough money to take care of myself. I had a new keyboard and was getting ready to record some new stuff. I was attracting some cool people to my radio show. And during the week I had the opportunity to serve people through my spiritual counseling practice.

I let go of everything that was my life but a new life was moving in to take its place. The problem I was having was in trusting that new life. I feared the best had already come and gone. I was afraid to fully let go. My mind wanted to wonder down memory lane shedding tears over the details of the life I had to let go of. But now and then I would stop, get a glimpse of where my foot was stepping and say to myself “now this isn’t so bad.”

It seemed the more I could allow everything to be exactly as it is the more I could let go of what was. I could stop hauling the past along with me like baggage that weighed me down. I didn’t need to be weighed down. I needed to embrace my freedom! I needed to trust that what was being given to me now would far exceed my expectations. As I learned to say “thank you” for what was being offered I found I was given just a little more, another piece to the puzzle of my life.

The undercurrent in letting go of the past was fear. I knew the past. I knew what it was. I didn’t know what was coming. It seemed whenever I would allow myself to dream of the future a thought would pop into my head “aren’t you forgetting something?” “Oh yes, the past, let me check in with it and see how it is doing.”

One thing I could be sure of is that the past was always still there. It was going anywhere and as long as I was spending my time looking backwards or wishing things were different I wasn’t going anywhere either.

Allowing things to be exactly as they are brings us back to the present moment and allows us to trust that there is a divine plan in place for our lives. Our lives aren’t random accidents. The pieces fall the way they do because that is exactly how it is supposed to go. If we find ourselves saying “it wasn’t supposed to be like this” or “if just this had happened or that” we are in resistance and that resistance has harmful consequences to our well being.

If we don’t trust in the divine plan of the universe we may find ourselves clinging to the edge of the river (the past) instead of letting go and surrendering to the flow of the current.

The truth for me is that I am entering the prime of my life and the universe pulled out all the stops. Anything that would have prevented me from achieving my full potential has been removed. I have a truck full of my illusions of who I thought I was. Had I been more “in tune” with the cosmos I might have heard the voice of the spirit within telling me I was being prepared for greatness so hold on tight, or rather “let go” and enjoy the ride. Each time I would get discouraged the voice would pop in and remind me of my divine mission and I would relax and settle into my life, exactly as it is now.

Perhaps as I trust more, I can hear that voice more. I know it won’t lead me astray. It is leading me towards my destiny.

The topic of my show this week is “Allow Everything To Be Exactly As It Is!” I invite you to join me and try on the concepts I will be discussing in your own life. See details below:

Back in October I had an astrological reading by my friend Jon Waldrup that shed some amazing light on my life path. Jon said there was a name for what I did but he couldn’t think of it just then. Later I received a message from him. “The word I was looking for was “Psychopomp.” I found it interesting the word had “psycho” in it, but when I researched the word “Psychopomp” I saw that it was a type of shaman that helped souls transition from this life to the next. Jon told me I was a midwife for souls who were dying to be reborn. It wasn’t a physical death I was helping people navigate but rather a spiritual awakening; a death, rebirth process.

Any shaman must go through rigorous initiations in order to earn the title. One doesn’t just take a course in shamanism and expect to know how to navigate through the darkness. One must have successfully navigated through his or her own darkness and gained the insights from that journey. I had undergone three dark nights of the soul, which I have begun to refer to as my initiations.

It takes a very strong and courageous person to navigate through a dark night of the soul. If you have been chosen for this experience know it is not because you are weak but because you are strong enough. Those who are not strong enough would not be standing at this doorway. They would still be relying on old coping mechanisms, behaviors, addictions and ways to escape the feeling world. When we spend our lives living in our heads we can completely disconnect from our emotional reality and never really feel what is going on in our emotional body.

The crash after a narcissistic relationship most often shatters our ego illusions and brings us to deaths doorway, so to speak. Most people who find themselves at this juncture in life are frightened, panicked, overwhelmed with emotion, and in the deepest pain of their adult life. I say adult life because this pain is most likely trapped pain from a much earlier time that is being brought to the surface of ones awareness. Because this pain has been suppressed we have had to suppress half of who we are just to live in such denial. You may have felt you were never really living and then you met “The Catalyst!” The catalyst is somewhat like sleeping beauty’s prince who comes into her world and awakens her from a deep sleep. At first the kiss is sweet but soon it turns sour as the reality sets in. This catalyst will certainly rock your world, but not in the way you would have hoped for. Sometimes our world has to be shattered in order for it to be put back together again in a way where you are truly living the life you have come here to live.

It is our soul that guides us into the “Dark Night” because it is guiding you to your true self. It is time to wake up and live the life you have come here to live. Not half a life, but a whole one. When we continue to ignore the signs year after year that tells us we are not living up to our full potential we often need a two-by-four over the head to wake us up. So consider the “dark night” as the two-by-four. If you learn to understand the dark night and work with it you will find yourself on a bittersweet journey that you will never forget. It will bring to light your worse fears and your greatest hopes. Ultimately it will bring about your rebirth.

Please join me on “Pandora’s Box” as I delve deeper into this topic of the dark night so that you can understand more about the journey you may find yourself on. I am opening the phone lines for questions the last part of the show so please feel encouraged to call in. Show information is below.